Curveball.

You know when life throws you that curveball and it's one thats a little more delicate? Well I got thrown one of those. It's delicate in the way that it could change everything or nothing at all. But no matter what, it happened, and you cant take it back. But your not too sure you want to take it back. No I know I don't want to take it back.

Did He As She.

She wondered if he thought of her, the way she thought of him. She wondered if he meant the things he said; the way she meant the things she said.

Natural Light Assignment.

So I have to take this beginning digital photo class to get my associates this semester. I figured this class would be boring just because its a beginning photo class. I already have the basics down. But our assignment for this week was natural lighting and I'm actually learning a lot. I always look for the picture that someone else doesn't see. So for this assignment I was looking at more obvious photos. I was looking for light right in front of me. And I realized that there's so much I've been missing.

First Day at Starbucks.

Okay so I went back to my old store. But there were no jobs. I moved back right after the holidays. People were laying off, not hiring. So my old store took me back thankfully. But this store is a lot easier to work at than the one in Vancouver. My boss and everyone at the this store is a lot nicer.

What if...

What if we went back to before, when it all seemed so possible. Would we change anything? Would we want a different ending? All I know is that I wouldn't change a thing.

No Personal View.

She looked at the world as she always had. Thinking she had no personal view. She was especially unaware of the fact that she saw what most did not. As she grew older, she began to understand. Her views on life and how she saw things were truly extraordinary.

Too Dependent.

All my life I've been avoiding relationships and becoming too dependent on them. I see people who are in love and how they act. Most couples become so dependent on each other that if one of them left the others world would stop. That sounds terrifying to me. On the one hand to find someone you love that much must be an amazing experience. But what happens when the other person does leave? Is it worth it to go through all that pain? But I've also noticed that because I avoid becoming too dependent on one person I've become dependent on a lot of my friends. Which is maybe not so great just because sometimes I can be a bit intense. I don't know if I'll ever be able to depend on just one person. But I do know that I have some amazing friends.

New Apartment.

Okay so I've officially got my room set up. I took over Morgan's living room and made it home. Surprisingly, I love it. It's my first step to independence and I love that. I'm finally free in so many ways. My teenage years have left me along with my free meals, free rent, and laundry. But I accept this. I'm finally starting my life and I couldn't be happier.

Happy 2010!

So it is now the year 2010. We still don't have the technology we're supposed to. But I think we've come a long way from the year 2000. This past decade was a big one for me. It was my entire teenage experience. A lot happened. But I don't regret a single minute of it. Everything that happened, good or bad, made me who I am today.