Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Friday, November 23, 2012

Monday, November 19, 2012

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

It's Finally Time.

I think it's finally time to say it. I'm upset that it didn't work. I'm upset that you didn't even give me a real chance. I'm upset because if I cant make it with you, I don't think I can make it with anyone. I'm pretty sure I love you and I'm pretty sure this is how it feels when someone breaks your heart. I think about how things could be different and I think about what I could have done. I think about what it should be like and how you should have been on my side. I think about how much better my life would be if you were in it. Mostly I just feel this void all the time. It burns like a fire that wont go out and I'm afraid there will never be enough water to fully put it out.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

A Day Earlier.

I've been thinking about you a lot lately. There's this pain and I feel it all the time. I think about how if I had only called you a day earlier, maybe things would be different. Maybe you would have realized how much you were loved and maybe you wouldn't have felt so alone. I wish you could be here, but you aren't and everyday it haunts me. All I want is to make it right. I feel so responsible. But there's nothing I can do.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Childhood.

Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age the child is grown, and puts away childish things. Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies. Edna St. Vincent Millay