It's Finally Time.

I think it's finally time to say it. I'm upset that it didn't work. I'm upset that you didn't even give me a real chance. I'm upset because if I cant make it with you, I don't think I can make it with anyone. I'm pretty sure I love you and I'm pretty sure this is how it feels when someone breaks your heart. I think about how things could be different and I think about what I could have done. I think about what it should be like and how you should have been on my side. I think about how much better my life would be if you were in it. Mostly I just feel this void all the time. It burns like a fire that wont go out and I'm afraid there will never be enough water to fully put it out.