There's A Feeling Coming Over Me.

There's a feeling coming over me, it's taking me over. My body feels restless and it needs to move. I have these thoughts screaming in my ear. I've been trying to ignore them, but they're just too loud. I can muffle the sound a million different ways, but in the end it's just too loud. I can't deny what I need to do. But if I give in to the want and the addiction, would I be able to stop tomorrow? Or would I get pulled in all over again? I don't want it all back....I just want the feeling for a little while....could I just go back for a few hours? I very much doubt that it would be possible. I doubt it because I may be strong, but no one is that strong.